Sometimes I really hate being bulimic. I hate that everyone in my dorm makes fun of me for puking after drinking one night, not realizing I purge everyday sober. I hate that all their comments are triggering. Most of all, I hate that I am so fucking fat.
32398) I feel so alone
You begin to rely on the feeling of hunger, your body’s raucous rebellion at the...– Marya Hornbacher - Wasted: A memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia (via endlessfragments)
I've been saying "I'm fine" so much that they...
Just cut FAT into my stomach. But I’m ok.